Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Update


This is on its way to me from the Urban Outfitters warehouse in South Carolina. I knew I had to buy it when I couldn't stop thinking about it for two weeks straight.

So it's July. This month marks the beginning of our third year here in Boston. ! Lots of things have changed since we left L.A. (warning; lots of I, we, me's coming your way.) We got a dog. Who we successfully potty trained. I found a job that has led me down a career path I can finally be excited and proud of. We've made new friends. Who aren't all asian. I am a car-less urbanite. (sort of). I can clean hard wood floors and install a portable A/C unit. When all else fails, we use kitty litter to dig tires out of the snow. I now watch baseball. And Tom Brady. In our spare time we take walks and sit outside. Come to think of it, what did I fill my days with before we moved here?

Back home, I lived less than a mile from the hospital where I was born. Friendships were made and collected over a lifetime. I really missed the history and familiarity when we first came out here. I felt, and still feel sad about not being there during those historic moments - reunions, weddings, late nights, mission send-offs, impromptu everythings. But at the same time, I am building a new history here.

I'm learning that marriage is harder than I thought, and being married to a surgical resident is harder than that. More importantly, I'm learning to let go and let God take the reigns, in marriage, in friendships, and even in the act of living. I am beginning to accept that I am a simple person. And I am learning to be okay with that.

This fall, our Boston story takes a new turn as I go back to school. Stay tuned...

3 comments:

yellowinter said...

"I am beginning to accept that I am a simple person..." That will keep ringing in my heart for a while, Pauline. I think I too am learning to be okay with that. It's not so hard when all my life I thought I was something more than that, but that's really okay. Right? I mean, HE said so. I'm going to chew on this for a while. :)

I thought of you all night. We'll definitely talk Thursday. I really miss you tons, P. I miss our own impromptu dinners and get-togethers, but I am and will forever be thankful that we were part of each other's history. But, I intend to remain part of this history and to continue to stay tuned.

I am praying for you each day, sometimes multiple times a day. love you tons.

Carina said...

More depth. That's what Boston has given you, and I hope that nothing ever takes that away from you :)

yellowinter said...

i meant, "it IS hard when..." boy, that one little word could make a huge difference. ;) hey, i missed you last night. i should have just called you after 5 to see if you're available. i was also waiting for chris to come at the same time, so time got away from me. he came home at 11 last night, the night before his call...
sending you big hugs.
btw, the bag looks fab.